been feeling super unmotivated this sem esp.... at the end of last sem (finals wk) my dad passed on so i didn't sit for a few papers bc i didn't even study 😭 so this sem im retaking them
i feel so empty like ik i shd be like ok grind time u need to make ur dad proud but i just can't seem to push myself to do anything
im underloading this sem but it feels like im taking 9 mods and im not even doing shit i dont even go to lects or tuts i just sit at home and do nothing. i feel powerless and pathetic